The mind of evil

Brer Rabbi – Insight Out

Evil comes from not facing reality, Jealousy and blaming others.

A mass murderer, Elliot Rodger, leaves us an autobiography.  It is a revealing glimpse into why people do evil and the motivation behind today’s Socialist American government.

It begins with feeling a sense of loss; feeling inferior, worthless and helpless as many of us feel when we are young.  If we are schooled in managing Jealousy (one of the 10 precepts passed down to us by Moses), not feeling entitled and comparing only to ourselves, we do not hate or blame others and get through this stage by improving our thinking and skills.  We learn self-esteem.  

If we are schooled in victim mentality, oppressor and oppressed, as our culture has been doing for the last few decades, we fester in anger and hate.  This type of mentality is envious of others and hates them for what they have or are able to accomplish.  They are not inspired that if others can do it, so can they.  Instead they feel that they should have it and that it’s not fair that others do.  If they can’t have it then no on should. 

At first they seek to escape reality via books, TV, video games etc..  When their anger and hate build up enough, they want to control others.  The enemy.  Murder, rape, war and tyrannical government are the result.   They do not face the reality that they, and not others, are keeping them down.  

I bold the words or passages that illustrate his state of mind.  

the park staff presented me with a measuring stick, and I didn’t fit the 

Being denied entry on a simple amusement park ride due to my height may seem like only a small injustice, but it was big for me at time

Notice that everything is done to him and that he calls it injustice.  His standard of fairness or justice is self-centered.  He is angry and disappointed.  Writing at maturity, he still denies the reality that it was an issue of ride safety and not injustice.

I failed in my goal of never having to change my card, which really disappointed me. I went through most of the year without changing my card, but right when the year was about to end, I was caught talking in class with a friend named Danny Dayani, who sat next to me, and I had to change my card to 
yellow. I blamed Danny for it, because he was always talking in class, but I still had to change my card.  

It was as if the girls in elementary school were part of a separate reality. Despite not having much interaction with them, they treated me cordially, as they treated all other boys of my age. This was fair, and I was content with this. I hadn’t gone through puberty yet, and so I had no desire for female validation.  My eight-year-old self had no inkling of the pain and misery girls would cause me once puberty would inevitably arrive and my sexual desires for girls would develop.  Sexual desires that would be mercilessly spurned. Some of the boys in my class would grow up to be embraced by girls, while I would grow up to be rejected by them. 

He does not acknowledge that he feels pain and misery, which might give him control.  Rather, he feels the girls cause it.  He ascribes mercilessness to being spurned.  He has made the girls “bad”.  They have no mercy.  This is how he excuses his emotions and actions to himself.  It’s not his fault, it’s them.  He is “Evening the score” “Righting a wrong” or other cliché.

As Fourth Grade started, it fully dawned on me that I was the shortest kid in my class  – even the girls were taller than me. In the past, I rarely gave a thought to it, but at this stage I became extremely annoyed at how everyone was taller than me, and how the tallest boys were automatically respected more. It instilled the first feelings of inferiority in me, and such feelings would only grow more volatile with time. 

He tries to get taller by playing basketball, but his mindset still sabotages him.

When I played basketball at school, some boys would join me, and when they did I saw that they were much better at the sport than me. I envied their ability to throw the ball at double the distance than I could. This made me realize that along with being short, I was physically weak compared to other boys my age. Even boys younger than me were stronger. This vexed me to no end. 

By nature, I am a very jealous person, and at the age of nine my jealous nature sprung to the surface.

He accepts his jealousy as natural.  Another cop out, so he doesn’t have to manage it or feel guilty about it.  Jealousy just springs up.  He had nothing to do with it.  It’s not his fault.  

Maddy often played with my little sister Georgia instead of me, and this too made me jealous. I remember all the times I cried when this happened. 

Jealousy and envy… those are two feelings that would dominate my entire life and bring me immense

 pain. The feelings of jealousy I felt at nine-years-old were frustrating, but they were nothing compared to how I would feel once I hit puberty and have to watch girls choosing other boys over me. Any problem I had at nine-years-old was nirvana compared to what I was doomed to face.

Poor me.  Dominated and Doomed.   He externalizes his Jealousy and envy. It’s nature; they made me jealous.

I realized that there were hierarchies, that some people were better than others. ..  At school, there were always the “cool kids” who seemed to be more   admirable          than everyone else..

The peaceful and innocent environment of childhood where everyone had an equal footing was all over. The time of fair play was at its end. Life is a competition and a struggle, and I was slowly starting to realize it. 

Oh my, he now has to compete and struggle.  That’s not fair play.  Everyone should be equal. E.G. he should get what he wants without effort.  Like he did in Kindergarten.  Sound familiar?  This is the influence of government propaganda schooling.  

 I also started to examine myself and compare myself to these “cool kids”. I realized, with some horror, that I wasn’t “cool” at all.  This revelation about the world, and about myself, really decreased my self-esteem. On top of this was the feeling that I was different because I am of mixed race. I am half White, half Asian, and this made me different from the normal fully-white kids that I was trying to fit in with.

He is comparing himself to others.  He has no self-esteem, and so finds himself inferior (in his flawed judgment); and then he pulls the race card.  White is normal, in his mind, and he is of mixed race.  The victim who doesn’t fit in.  Even though the ‘white’ kids are usually also of mixed race and don’t see him as different.   Again the influence of today’s propagandized political culture – alien to Judeo-Christian American values.

He quits collecting Pokémon cards because it’s not “cool”.  He takes up skateboarding and becomes obsessed with copying the “cool” kids.  Sounds like a TV plot?  More Hollywood propaganda. He is nothing in his eyes and tries to get value by copying being “cool”.  Value by being part of a group.  He is dependent on other’s judgment.  Fit in.  Conform.

Once he reaches puberty he is jealous of the other kids who have girlfriends.  He is pushed and yelled at by a girl in summer camp and thinks she did it because she viewed him as a loser.  He goes on to hate girls and the boys who get them and then even the idea of sex because he can’t get it.  He fantasizes about controlling the world and outlawing sex and anything else that he can’t have.  Sounds familiar?  That is the motivation for Nanny State control of people.  Jealousy and trying to get reality to conform to their twisted inner reality because they can’t deal with what is.

The rest of his manifesto is filled with times when he was happy and recounting all the people he was jealous of and hated.  He was angry that his parent’s didn’t help him prepare for the world.  Oh how he cried.  In time, most of us learn to forgive our parents, if we feel that way.

He learns about the Lottery and feels thrilled that he could become a multi-millionaire.  When life is out of ones control then chance is the only redeemer.

He watches the movie Alpha Dog where teens party and have sex with girls.  This is the life he wants to lead.  He was so envious that he is delighted when the main character, a fifteen year old kid, dies in the end.

He hates his father for being too weak to overrule being thrown out of the house by the father’s ex-girlfriend.  He hides his anger because he still needs his father.

Over and over he is so jealous of couples that he cries.  He dreams of a world with artificial insemination and no sex where it is all fair.  He feels that “sex is evil and gives too much pleasure to those who don’t deserve it”.   Sounds just like equalizing economic outcomes so that everyone has no money.  What you are jealous of, such as Being rich becomes evil and those who are rich don’t deserve it.   It is the same motivation as Socialism.  Jealousy, envy and destruction to restore “fairness”.  Everyone should be miserable and poor with no sex to satisfy the Jealous.  All made low to keep things “fair”.

He blames women, who he feels control who gets sex, as being flawed and depraved with no morality.  Wicked evil animals whose breeding should be controlled by  Rational men with intelligence.  Sound familiar?  The Politicians know better and need to control the unrefined animals like you.

The mass murderer is formed more easily in this current culture of Jealousy and revenge than the one with a work ethic and Judeo-Christian values that we used to have.

The mass murderer is born of the same mentality as the Socialist. See below for his conclusion.  Change the word “Woman” to “the rich” or ‘Jews’
and ‘sex’ to ‘money’ and you will see the same mindset and even rationalizations.

The ultimate evil behind sexuality is the human female. They are the main instigators of sex. They control which men get it and which men don’t.  Women are flawed creatures, and my mistreatment at their hands has made me realize this sad truth. There is something very twisted and wrong with the way their brains are wired. They think like beasts, and in truth, they are beasts. Women are incapable of having morals or thinking rationally. They are completely controlled by their depraved emotions and vile sexual impulses. Because of this, the men who do get to experience the pleasures of sex and the privilege of breeding are the men who women are sexually attracted to… the stupid, degenerate , obnoxious men. I have observed this all my life. The most beautiful of women choose to mate with the most brutal of men, instead of magnificent gentlemen like myself.

Women should not have the right to choose who to mate and breed with. That decision should be made for them by rational men of intelligence. If women continue to have rights, they will only hinder the advancement of the human race by breeding with degenerate men and creating stupid, degenerate offspring. This will cause humanity to become even more depraved with each generation. Women have more power in human society than they deserve, all because of sex. There is no creature more evil and depraved than the human female.

Women are like a plague. They don’t deserve to have any rights. Their wickedness must be contained in order prevent future generations from falling to degeneracy. Women are vicious, evil, barbaric animals, and they need to be treated as such. 

In fully realizing these truths about the world, I have created the ultimate and perfect ideology of how a fair and pure world would work. In an ideal world, sexuality would not exist. It must be outlawed. In a world without sex, humanity will be pure and civilized. Men will grow up healthily, without having to worry about such a barbaric act. 

All men will grow up fair and equal, because no man will be able to experience the pleasures of sex while others are denied it. The human race will evolve to an entirely new level of civilization, completely devoid of all the impurity and degeneracy that exists today. 

In order to completely abolish sex, women themselves would have to be abolished. All women must be quarantined like the plague they are, so that they can be used in a manner that actually benefits a civilized society. In order carry this out, there must exist anew and powerful type of government, under the control of one divine ruler, such as myself.  [now you know why civilization was run this way for thousands of years.] 

The ruler that establishes this new order would have complete control over every aspect of society, [the goal of Socialists] in order to direct it towards a good and pure place. At the disposal of this government, there needs to be a highly trained army of fanatically loyal troops, in order to enforce such revolutionary laws. [a Police state so that the ruler can experience relief from what is] The first strike against women will be to quarantine all of them in concentration camps. At these camps, the vast majority of the female population will be deliberately starved to death. That would be an efficient and fitting way to kill them all off. I would take great pleasure and satisfaction in condemning every single woman on earth to starve to death. I would have an enormous tower built just for myself, where I can oversee the entire concentration camp and gleefully watch them all die.

If I can’t have them, no one will,  I’d imagine thinking to myself as I oversee this. Women represent everything that is unfair with this world, and in order to make the world a fair place, they must all be eradicated. A few women would be spared, however, for the sake of reproduction. These women would be kept and bred in secret labs. There, they will be artificially inseminated with sperm samples in order to produce offspring. Their depraved nature will slowly be bred out of them in time. Future generations of men would be oblivious to these remaining women’s  existence, and that is for the best. If a man grows up without knowing of the existence of women, there will be no desire for sex. Sexuality will completely cease to exist.  Love will cease to exist.  There will no longer be  any imprint of such concepts in the human psyche.   It is the only way to purify the world.

In such a pure world, the man’s mind can develop to greater heights [ Marx’s goal] than ever before. Future generations will live their lives free of having to worry about the barbarity of sex and women, which will enable them to expand their intelligence and advance the human race to a state of perfect civilization. 

It is such a shameful pity that my ideal world cannot be created. I realized long ago that there is no way I could possibly rise to such a level of power in my lifetime, with the way the world is now. Such a thing will never become a reality for me, but it did give me something to fantasize about as I burned with hatred towards all women for rejecting me throughout the years. This whole viewpoint and ideology of abolishing sex stems from being deprived of it all my life.

If I cannot have it, I will do everything I can to DESTROY IT.

 My orchestration of the Day of Retribution is my attempt to do everything, in my power, to destroy everything I cannot have. All of those beautiful girls I’ve desired so much in my life, but can never have because they despise and loathe me, I will destroy.  All of those popular people who live hedonistic lives of pleasure, I will destroy, because they never accepted me as one of them. I will kill them all and make them suffer, just as they have made me suffer. It is only fair.

 Why do things have to be this way? 

 I’m sure that is the question everyone will be asking after the Day of  Retribution is over. They will all be asking why.

Indeed, why? That is the question I’ve had for everyone throughout  all my years of suffering. Why was I condemned to live a life of misery and worthlessness while other men were able to experience the pleasures of sex and love with women? Why do things have to be this way? I ask all of you. All I ever wanted was to love women, and in turn to be loved by them back. Their behavior towards me has only earned my hatred, and rightfully so!   I am the true victim in all of this. I am the good guy.

Humanity struck at me first by condemning me to experience so much suffering. I didn’t ask for this. Ididn’t  want  this. I didn’t start this war… I wasn’t the one who struck first… But I will finish it by strikingback. I will punish  everyone.  And it will be beautiful. Finally, at long last, I can show the world my true worth.

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